Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Lit Wick Gazette, September 2013

Sun-Print 
Pillows How-To

(Before printing onto fabric, trim it to the shape you want for the pillow, with a few inches extra all around. This will give you more flexibility when positioning the pattern on the pillow.)

Resources: Ready-to-print cyanotype fabric, 43-inch-wide silk velvet, and raw silk 

Materials: Fabric, Pins, Foam board, Plexiglas (optional), Iron, Velvet ironing mat (if using 
velvet) 

Step 1: Working indoors, out of direct light, cut fabric to desired size. Return unused fabric 
to package. Pin fabric, slightly taut, to a piece of foam board.

Step 2: Make sure all botanical cuttings are dry (check ends of stems), and avoid touching 
fabric with wet hands since water and sap spot the fabric. Arrange cuttings on fabric, 
pinning each (if cuttings are somewhat flat, such as ferns, you could lay Plexiglas on top 
instead of pinning). Use short pins without large heads, and arrange pins along cuttings to 
prevent casting a shadow on fabric.

Step 3: Take prepared fabric outside, and lay flat in bright, direct light. Let fabric sit for the 
amount of time specified by fabric's directions. Timing can vary based on the strength of 
the sun and the season; you may wish to try a test strip first to test exposure time.

Step 4: Take fabric indoors, and remove cuttings; there will be only a faint image at this 
point.

Step 5: Rinse fabric under running water, agitating gently, until water runs clear.

Step 6: Lay fabric flat, out of direct light, to dry. If using velvet, run your hand over the 
fabric to separate the fibers and restore the nap. Once dry, the color and contrast of the 
print will deepen. If you wish to iron the fabric, use a velvet ironing mat and a cool setting 
on the iron.

{Isabel Delacruz}

Source: 

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Brown Sugar Drops

1 cup brown sugar
1/2 cup shortening
1 3/4 cup flour
1/4 cup water
1 egg
1/2 tsp baking soda
1/2 tsp salt
Mix wet, then dry ingredients. Cover and refrigerate at least 1 hour. Preheat oven to 375ยบ 
F. Spoon dough onto an un-greased cookie sheet using a spoon or ice cream scoop. Cook for 
12-14 minutes. Remove cookies from cookie sheet and cool on a wire rack. Enjoy!

{Charity Clothespin}

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Verses of the Month:
Matthew 14:26-31

When the disciples saw Him walking on the sea, they were terrified, and said, "It is a ghost!" And 
they cried out in fear. But immediately Jesus spoke to them, saying, "Take courage, it is I; do not be 
afraid." Peter said to Him, "Lord, if it is You, command me to come to You on the water." And He said, 
"Come!" And Peter got out of the boat, and walked on the water and came toward Jesus. But seeing the
wind, he became frightened, and beginning to sink, he cried out, "Lord, save me!" Immediately Jesus 
stretched out His hand and took hold of him, and said to him, "You of little faith, why did you doubt?" 

{Dawn Paperclip}

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Quote of the Month:

I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he
who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear.

- Nelson Mandela 

{Bridget Safetypin}

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Movie Review:
Monsters University

Many of us are familiar with the big fuzzy blue monster and his quirky green pal in Monsters, Inc., produced by Pixar Animation Studios. We met them years and years ago, and now, given the chance to get to know them a little bit better, James P. Sullivan and Mike Wazowski are once again taking America by storm.

In the film, Sully and Mike are freshmen at Monsters University, the ivy school of scaring. Both aspiring to be scarers, they seem very similar, but in the opening ten minutes of the movie, it becomes very clear how different they really are. While Mike does everything by the book, memorizing every move and tactic, Sullivan (called the more youthful “Jimmy”) sticks to what he knows best—one terrifying, lion-inspired roar. Unfortunately, neither of their methods work, and they are both expelled from the Scaring Studies, forced to switch majors to Scream Can Design. Thanks to a contest and a daring bet against the Scaring dean, Dean Harbottle, Mike and Jimmy are thrown together with an interesting group of misfits, and are forced to work together, overcoming odds and surprising everyone.

The movie’s falling action is rather predictable, which has garnered the film negative reviews, with comments 
regarding the slump Pixar seems to have slipped into after the disappointing Brave. However, looking beyond the lack of the expected Pixar climax and the absence of a completely unexpected Pixar solution, the film has some very redeeming qualities.

The first lies in the way the writers/directors decided to represent the University on screen. The possibilities for crude jokes or inappropriate pranks were endless, but even the antagonistic students were very clean cut. There was one incident in which the girl students invite Mike and Jimmy and their friends to a party that resented a touch of flirtatiousness and obnoxious behavior, but it isn’t exalted, rather shown to be a situation that turned out very badly. Also, with the setting of the film, one could expect it to be cram-packed with “college-is-the-only-way” propaganda, but it isn’t. While not making college out to be a bad thing, a message revealed at the end is decidedly “work-yourway-to-the-top”, as Mike and Sully both actually never finish their freshman year, but work their way up at Monsters, Inc. from the Mail Room to the scaring team that made history.

Secondly, the message behind the film is perhaps one of the best of all the Pixar films. Mike and Jimmy start as enemies, competing against each other in an attempt to prove that they were “the” scarer. By the end of the film, they both realize how much they need the other. Mike isn’t scary, but he’s got great leadership skills; Sully can’t scare by himself because he’s so afraid of failure, but with Mike’s encouragement and coaching, he is able to do what he thinks he can’t. In order to be successful, they each need the other. In their pride, they fail, in their cooperation, they become the best team the monster world has ever known.

Finally, keep your eyes open for links to the original movie. From characters’ backstories to memorable quotes, the discoveries are very fun to make.

Thus, while rather predictable, the clean, funny, and encouraging aspects of Monsters University make it an 
enjoyable and edifying film.

{Agatha Forsyth}

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Book Review:
Evidence Not Seen

“‘As an American spy, you are worthy of death. . . .’ With that, he drew his finger across his throat 
then slapped the hilt of his sword at his side. All time froze around me . . . in terror I watched the man's 
hand fold around the hilt of the sword . . .” 

This is one of many gripping quotations from the amazing book, Evidence Not Seen. The author, 
Darlene Ddeibler Rose, is one of my greatest role models and her humble faithfulness to God, along 
with her courage to face the unknown, constantly amaze me throughout the book. The daily challenges 
that she overcomes challenge me as I face my own challenges, which seem so small compared to hers. 
The story keeps my heart racing to find out how God helps her out of her plight or to see how she 
takes the next situation at hand. Rose shows how, when she fully trusted and loved God, He held her so 
she could stand strong in the trials that came her way. When we trust God, He doesn't promise us that 
everything will be easy, but He does promise us that He will always be at our side.

I love Rose's ending sentences, "Waves of tidal proportions have threatened to carry me under or 
dash me upon the rocks. But knowing now what I did not know those many years ago, with C. H. 
Spurgeon, I can thank my God for every storm that has wrecked me upon the Rock, Christ Jesus!"

Evidence Not Seen is the true story of all that Rose went through, and most of her missionary time 
was spent in a Prisoner Of War camp during WW2. I most definitely recommend this book to anyone. 
We read it as a family and everyone enjoyed it. 

{Nora Rose}

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Editors’ Choices:
Books and Entertainment of Quality

Book:
Uncle Tom’s Cabin by Harriet Beecher Stowe
Similar in setting to the Elsie Dinsmore series, this book is an intriguing and moving novel with 
a balanced presentation of slavery in 19th century America.

Entertainment:
Edwardian Farm by BBC Television
Three historians cultivate a farm in Devon, Great Britain, living life, and raising livestock as it 
would have been done in the early 1900s

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The Benefactor

A young widow sees the hand of God providing for her through a mysterious friend. To read earlier entries, please visit our website

Two

Church was hard for Bryn. Sunday morning came early, and on occasion, bedtime was late. But the 
hardest part was doing it all without Andrew. Putting lipstick on, knowing it wouldn't be kissed away, 
pinning up her dark wavy hair, wondering if he would have liked it, and even her choice in jewelry was 
made as though he would notice that she was wearing the set he'd bought her for Valentine's Day the 
year they were married. In fact, Sunday morning brought such waves of emotion, that Bryn didn't even
apply most of her makeup until she was at church— a large church she'd only recently joined — somewhere she'd never been with him; somewhere that held no happy memories that were painful to remember.

"My red eyes and haggard face are clues enough that I'm struggling, we don't need mascara running 
down my face to seal the impression." She whispered by way of explanation to her unknowing little girl 
in the ladies room as she finished primping.

As the pastor, a middle-aged African-American man with a loving smile, began his welcome, Bryn 
slipped quietly into a back pew, and handed Josie a doll. It’s plastic face had gazed up adoringly at her 
when she was young, and it always reminded Bryn of her childhood. Her thoughts began to wander—
from her days of cooing to the doll to high school. From there, to her first date with Andrew... Concentrate! She scolded herself. This is church. Trying desperately to keep her mind on God, Bryn shut her 
thoughts off, and picked up the song sheets, preparing to sing them intentionally. Her eyes blurred over 
as she began to sing, however. She wondered when she would ever snap out of it, when she would get 
over her year-old loss enough to live her life out like a normal woman. But really, I'm not normal. I'm a 
twenty-six year old widow, and a single mom. I probably will never know what it is to be normal.

As the singing ended some twenty minutes later, Bryn lowered herself willingly into the pew, pulling
out her bible. Pastor Hector was beginning a series in Joshua, and as Bryn turned there, his rich voice 
echoed through the quiet sanctuary.

"Today, I want us to look at Joshua 1. The book begins with Joshua preparing to embark on one of the
most important missions in history. The Jewish people are about to enter the land of the Hittites— the 
land of the city called Jericho. God had promised a stunning victory, but there is still work, pain, and 
even death facing him and the men he has been selected to lead."
Bryn glanced up as he paused.
"This, by itself, is distressing enough. But in the very first verse, we find that Joshua's challenge was 
complicated by the death of his friend and mentor, Moses. Keep in mind this was no ordinary loss!"
He cried out what seemed like minutes after he put the final 's' on 'Moses'. "It was no ordinary loss. 
Joshua had walked with Moses as his student, his disciple, his apprentice in leadership for forty years! His 
death would have been a burden on Joshua's heart beyond description, for if there was ever a biblical example of fatherly care and teaching, their relationship certainly is it.
God knows this, but with His perfect love, still calls on Joshua to lead His people. In verse two, weread, ‘Moses my servant is dead. Now therefore arise, go over this Jordan, you and all this people, into 
the land that I am giving to them, to the people of Israel.’ God begins by acknowledging Moses' death, 
but commands Joshua to stand up and do a job —a big job. He has to put the old era behind him, and 
obey the word of God to move forward."

Bryn began to feel uncomfortable, as though the whole church was thinking of her and her struggles 
as the pastor spoke. Of course they couldn’t possibly, she told herself, but still she still squirmed in her seat 
slightly, hoping he would shift his focus to another verse shortly.

"But God doesn't leave it at that. He doesn't say ‘do somethin' hard,’ and stop there. No! No, He reminds Joshua of His promise to Moses. ‘I have not forgotten Moses, or my promises to him.’ He says. 
Every step you take will be yours, from Lebanon to the Euphrates.’ This is verse four, then in verse
five, the verse I'll be focusing on this morning, God makes another promise, perhaps the sweetest 
promise in the entire old testament: ‘Just as I was with Moses, so I will be with you. I will never leave 
you nor forsake you.’ Brothers and sisters, there's a promise!"
A few of the congregation murmured "Amen", and Lou Hector continued.
“’I will never leave you, nor forsake you!’ Never!
Now, there are a few things I want to point out about this promise. The first is, seeing it in context, a 
silent contrast presents itself; in other words, there is no but or however written here, yet perhaps we 
can perceive a comparison. Here, by reminding Joshua that Moses was dead back in verse one, a reminder which Joshua no doubt didn’t need, then in verse five promising that He will not leave him, God 
is almost making a contrast between Himself and His servant Moses. You see, Moses had doubtless 
failed Joshua many times. Perhaps we find an example of this when Moses disobeys God by hitting the
rock. Joshua was probably like, "Seriously, man? You did what?" shaking his head in grief. And then, 
when Moses dies, Joshua is without his counselor, facing a huge task, leading a mass of people seemingly on his own. But God tells him, "No, you ain't alone, because I will never leave you nor forsake 
you."

The second thing I want to talk about is the amazing validity of this promise. God has come through 
on this promise over and over again, and this is where my sermon really begins."
He chuckled, and asked the congregation to turn to Genesis 1. "Everything in this book," he held his
bible up above his head, "is built on Genesis. I've mentioned this in detail before. But when we're studying a particular passage of scripture, whether it's narrative or prophesy, we ought to remember to think 
about the very first book of the bible. Now, in this case, we're going to look at the ways in which God 
has kept this promise, starting from before He'd even made it. The very first verse of the bible reads "In 
the beginning, God made the heavens and the earth." He has always been here. Before we were even 
created, God was providing for us.
When we were here, He gave us a garden, and walked with us every day.
When we fell (turn to chapter 3 verse fourteen) He still made a promise that one day sin would be 
crushed.
From there, we see Him wiping out evil, but protecting His people, when He floats the ark.
He grows Abraham's family through a seemingly impossible pregnancy, and uses Joseph in Egypt to 
sustain His people. But we ain't done.
We move to Exodus, where God brings Israel out of Egypt, leading them through the desert for forty 
years.
Through Judges, through all the Prophets up to Jesus, He repeatedly forgives His people, reclaiming 
them for Himself.

Jesus came, and His people make the ultimate rejection. They kill the Son of God, and still God is going to reclaim them as part of his family once the global church of Christ is grown! And as a result of 
God’s perfect love, now we, the gentiles are included in this promise. God will never leave us nor forsake us. Now, I say again, ladies and gentlemen, that's a promise! That's a promise!"

Bryn knew that tears were coursing down her cheeks, but she didn't care. After a year of holding the
pain so close to her, she couldn't believe that she'd missed the eternal plan of God, and how His power 
and presence could be with her. He would never leave her, nor forsake her. She felt as though the burdens of the last year were coming out with the tears, like the perfect promises of God were purging her 
of hurt. Her heart still ached, but she felt that for the first time since her husband died, it was going to 
heal. Everything was going to be okay.

Another twenty minutes, and the service was drawing to a close, and mere moments later, Bryn was 
sobbing in Carrie's arms."Carrie, thank God for you and your husband! God’s words of comfort have finally found me, and easedmy pain. If you will pray over me, I'll be going home to begin my life over again as I should have the day after the funeral."

It was another half-hour before she left the building, eyes red but dry. She was looking forward to 
getting home, where she would put Josie to bed, and mentally begin the grieving process from square 
one.

Her thoughts were broken in on by quick footsteps and a voice calling her name. Turning, she saw Dr. Kinglet, smiling as he met her. Really? You? Now?"Since I said I would see you today, I wanted to be sure I did. I also wanted to tell you that I received your payment."

This news confused Bryn, and she shook her head. "Payment? Payment for what?"

He shrugged. "The appointment. In cash. When I gave the bill to the secretary nurse, she showed 
me an envelope she found on her desk with both your name and mine written on it. I thought maybe 
the nurse had charged you on the way out, and you paid. The money was in green backs, with, like, 
eighty cents in change and everything."

"No, that wasn't me. You sure it was for my bill?"

"Yeah. Like I said, it had your name on it, and actually had more money in it than I charge." He dug
in his pockets, and handed her fifteen dollars. She took it dreamily. "Turns out Dr. Gregg was planning 
on calling me in before you even entered the hospital, so he wasn't going to charge you anything for his 
services. There was money for his co-pay in there. There you go. Everything's clear."

Bryn could only stand there and half-smile in confusion. A moment passed, and she looked up.
"You said it had my name on it. Was there a yellow sticky-note, too?"

He wrinkled his brow, but nodded slowly. "Yes...Well, maybe. I don’t always remember details like 
that.."

Bryn laughed, and shifted Josie from one hip to the other. "Thanks so much, Dr. Kinglet. I suppose 
you've had plenty of opportunities to work with The Benefactor?"

"Huh?"

"I hadn’t heard of him either until a couple days ago. Apparently, there's someone in the area who 
gives money to people who need it, in the exact method you described, and the town calls him The 
Benefactor. I only learned about him on Monday myself from Carrie Hector. God has chosen me as one 
of the recipients, and I have to figure out if I’m thrilled that He is providing for me in this way, or if I'm 
uncomfortable that there's some unknown guy walking around who knows my name and health issues."

"Wow." The young man shifted his weight. "That's exciting. " He laughed. "Praise God for His provision! See you next week?"

"Yes. Thank you!" Bryn nodded, buckled Josie in, and climbed in the car. Backing off, the doctor 
flashed another grin, and waved as she pulled out.

Flipping her visor mirror down, she had to shake her head. Just look at that mascara

Editor/Author Note: This serial is a trial run on my part. I’d love to get fellow amateur writers’ opinions on it as I experiment with the idea of completing this novel. Thank you! ~A

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Poem:

Listen…
With faint dry sound,
Like steps of passing deer,
The leaves, frost-crisped, break from the trees
And fall.

-Adelaide Crapsey


Monday, June 3, 2013

Lit Wick Gazette May 2013

Banana Crumb Muffins
Original recipe makes 10 muffins 

1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour 
1 teaspoon baking soda 
1 teaspoon baking powder 
1/2 teaspoon salt 
3 bananas, mashed 
3/4 cup white sugar 
1egg, lightly beaten 
1/3 cup butter, melted
 1/3 cup packed brown sugar
 2 tablespoons all-purpose flour
 1/8 teaspoon ground cinnamon
 tablespoon butter
Directions:
1. Preheat oven to 375 degrees F (190 degrees C). Lightly grease 
10 muffin cups, or line with muffin papers.
2. In a large bowl, mix together 1 1/2 cups flour, baking soda, 
baking powder and salt. In another bowl, beat together bananas, 
sugar, egg and melted butter. Stir the banana mixture into the 
flour mixture just until moistened. Spoon batter into prepared 
muffin cups. 
3. In a small bowl, mix together brown sugar, 2 tablespoons flour 
and cinnamon. Cut in 1 tablespoon butter until mixture 
resembles coarse cornmeal. Sprinkle topping over muffins.
4. Bake in preheated oven for 18 to 20 minutes, until a toothpick 
inserted into center of a muffin comes out clean.

~Isabel Delacruz~

source: http://allrecipes.com/Recipe/Banana-Crumb-Muffins/Detail.aspx"

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Word of the Month:

Affection
Fond attachment, devotion, or love. Emotion; feeling; sentiment:

~Eliza Bennet~

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Movie Review:

At the age of 4 a little girl who still had never 
spoken a word was diagnosed with autism. Her 
mother was told that her daughter should be 
institutionalized. But this little girl's mother 
never gave up on her. This girl struggled 
through life, not understanding the people 
around her and she was continually picked on 
for her "lack of intelligence." But her mother 
worked endless hours teaching her little girl to 
talk and to be able to interact with people. It 
hurt the mother's heart when kids would pick 
on her sweet little girl. But she knew her 
daughter was "different, not less." 
Years later this little girl has grown up and is 
an American doctor of animal science and 
professor at Colorado State University, a 
prominent author and speaker on the subject of 
autism, and consultant to the livestock industry 
on animal behavior. This special girl is 
portrayed in an award-winning biographical 
film - Temple Grandin. 
 All because her mother never gave up.

~Charity Clothespin~

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The Benefactor
A serial by Aelsa Butler

A young widow sees the hand of God providing 
for her through a mysterious friend. 

To read earlier entries, please visit our website.

Two


"She's what?!" Bryn could not believe her ears.
"Anemic." Bluntly, the doctor handed her a sheet of paper. "I'm sure this isn't easy for you, but I can't change the test results."
"Low red blood cell count. I... just don't get... I mean, I already know that she's borderline diabetic. I don't understand! Josie doesn't eat junk food, I breastfed her for over a year, and I buy organic when I can. By the books, this shouldn't be happening to her. She should be perfectly healthy."
"What is her father like?"
"Dead." Bryn said sharply. "But he was a Marine —180 pounds, fit as a fiddle, and as healthy as they come. He died in combat of a head shot wound about a year ago." Her voice caught. "There was nothing wrong with that man."
"I see." The doctor stood with a busy glance at his watch. "Well, Dr, Kinglet should be ready to see you now. Please wait here."
Offended by his lack of sympathy and impatience, Bryn merely nodded with a frustrated sigh, and brought her legs up on the examination table, pulling her daughter closer. "Strong. I said I'd be strong."


There was a knock at the door. Lifting her head, Bryn invited the new doctor in. When the door opened, and he entered the room, Bryn found herself surprised. He was not the stereotypical graying, short, slightly overweight physician. Somewhere in his early thirties, with wavy dark reddish blonde hair and just about six foot, Bryn wondered how he didn't become a real estate agent, actor, or journalist.


"Hello. Mrs. Meadows, believe?" He smiled and took his seat. "I'm Eric Kinglet. I hear your daughter has anemia."
"Yes. This is Josie. She was acting really weird yesterday, kind of dreamy, which I attributed to her struggle with being hyperglycemic, but before I could get her some grapes or something, she completely fainted. I brought her to the ER, they ran the tests, and here we are. I just don't get why all these things are happening, because I'm perfectly healthy, my husband was perfectly healthy, and I've always fed her the right food. I also don't like working with Dr. Gregg, because he blows me off on doctors like you who have a million other places to be, and I don't have the money for treatments." Bryn realized with some embarrassment that she sounded like a maniac losing control, going headfirst off a worry-cliff.
But Dr. Kinglet only cracked a lopsided smile. "I understand. Well, starting with the Dr. Gregg thing, don't worry about it on my behalf. My next appointment isn't until eleven thirty. If you continue to feel that Dr. Gregg is not the right fit for you and your daughter, feel free to switch doctors at any time— Dr. Gregg is my boss, and I completely understand your misgivings regarding him." He chucked softly and reached for the test results. "Next, let's talk about the diagnosis. Fainting is a sign of severe anemia, but she is very young, and will probably not have a heart attack or anything else really serious, because, as you say, she is relatively healthy. When you say she was acting kind of dreamy, she was probably dizzy, and it's possible that the fainting was due to other things in addition to the anemia, such as the hyperglycemia, or even just hunger. Anemia is actually fairly common, so it is possible that you have a history of anemia in your family without knowing it. Jaundice, aching or weak muscles, shortness of breath, rapid heart beat and coldness of skin are all symptoms that accompany less severe cases. Do any of those symptoms sound familiar?"
Bryn shrugged. "Maybe. I can't really answer questions like that right now."
"What do you mean?" This comment seemed to sadden and slightly confused the doctor, and he leaned back.
This was taking an awkward turn. Bryn didn't ever really want to talk about herself, especially to a stranger. "I mean that I've got so many things going on emotionally, that I can't tell if I'm okay physically. Put simply, I'm mourning the death of my husband overseas, and until I conquer that, I won't be able to know what's normal."
Bryn could tell Dr. Kinglet wanted to know more, but with some obvious reluctance, got back on track.
"Anyway, even if you do not have a history of anemia, I believe there are things you simply can't control." He paused again. "Mrs. Meadows, I know it's kind of awkward, but put very bluntly, you and I go to the same church. I know a little about you and your past, and I want you to realize that God has a plan for your life, and for Josie's. This is a part of that plan, and you have to realize that God isn't bound by genetics and medicine, because he made them, so we need to put that behind us, and try to move forward to help Josie feel better."
Bryn smiled. It was kind of weird, but she realized his acquaintance with her was well-founded. "It thought your name was familiar! I've only been coming for a month, but I know you're a deacon there. Well, it's nice to meet you! Anyway, I know you're right, but it's just frustrating, you know?"
"I do. I work with a hundred kids and their parents who are frustrated, and I want to help you not only treat the condition, but help you deal with that frustration at the same time—but trusting God is going to be a critical part of that, and as I work through the physical, we both need to accept that God is in control, which will help us emotionally."
Bryn nodded.
"Okay, treatments are not actually that pricy. The most expensive option is blood transfusion, but that is also the least preferred. We won't need that for your daughter. Basically, she needs to take iron supplements, which I'll prescribe for you now, and occasional blood tests to monitor her progress. With these precautions taken, she will in all likelihood live a very normal life. Besides the supplements, be sure she's eating foods high in iron— red meats, leafy vegetables, eggs— with foods high in vitamin c to help her process the iron. That would be fruit like strawberries, cherries, citrus, kiwis, as well as more leafies and brussel sprouts. In this way, you will be more than able to control the condition."
"Thank you so much." Bryn exclaimed as she finished taking notes, scribbling as any as she could while he shared the information. "Would you mind giving me your card so I can call you if she needs something?"
"Sure thing. Here you are. I'm glad I've been able to help. I do have to get going, but feel free to make another appointment as needed." He stood, and extended his hand, which Bryn shook. "See you Sunday." He cracked another sideways grin, and took his leave.


Bryn collapsed into her car seat. She knew she should be feeling confident and at peace after the things Dr. Kinglet had said, but her heart had suddenly become heavy again, and she couldn't even pull out. Josie seemed likely to fall asleep, and the reminder of there being a carefree state drove Bryn to rest her head on the steering wheel and cry.
"I can't do this, God, I simply can't do this." After a few minutes she sat up and sighed, brushing away her tears. "But I've got no choice. I have to push through and be strong."


That evening, after she'd put Josie to bed, she collapsed onto her own bed, pulled a box of tissues to her, and dialed her pastor's wife.


"Hello, Carrie speaking."
"Hi, Carrie, this is Bryn."
"Hey! What's up? How did that appointment go today?"
Bryn sighed to try to clear the lump that was already rising in her throat. "Her red blood cell count is low. She's officially anemic."
"Oh, Bryn."
"Well, it's not as bad as it could be. It was pretty bad at first, because Dr. Gregg didn't talk about it with me, but threw me off on a colleague, who did a much better job of communicating with me. You know Dr. Kinglet, I think."
"Oh, Eric! Yeah, he's a great guy!"
"Yes, and I've decided to switch over to him for any future things. Anyway, he told me that I just need to give her these iron supplements, and feed her certain good foods, and it will be under control. The thing is that, for the next year at least, there will be occasional blood tests and doctor visits to pay for. I don't know how I'm going to pay for that."
"Bryn, don't stress yourself out over the future. I know that your husband would be very sad to think that you are so worried. Keep your chin up." Her voice sounded encouraging, with a smiling tone.
"I know he would, but I can't hear him anymore. He's not there to call and counsel me. I have to face this stuff all by myself, Carrie."
"Bryn, you are not all by yourself. Besides Lou and myself, you have a Friend who will never leave you. God is waiting to take this burden from you. He is waiting for you to give it to him so He can show you how strong He is, and how free you can be. You can't do this by yourself, Bryn. I mean, you can try, but you will fail."
Bryn couldn't say anything. The catch in her throat wasn't going away.
"Bryn, there's someone here in Princeton that loves God and His people. This person, generally assumed to be male, makes it his business to help care for the local believers, and even some of the lost, by leaving money for them in various places. It's always the same; a white business-size envelope with a name typed on it, and a yellow sticky note with a hand drawn smiley face. Inside, is an amount in cash. The people of Princeton call this unknown individual "The Benefactor". His identity is a closely-guarded secret. We ourselves were recipients of such gifts a couple of years ago, when Lou was battling cancer. This is an example of the amazing and mysterious ways through which God provides for His children. He will never ask you to do this alone, Bryn, and what's more, if you try, He won't let you."


Bryn listened in amazement to the last sentence, tears spilling down her cheeks. Unable to trust herself to speak, she listened as Carrie gently called her name a few times, then all Bryn heard was a soft click.

"God will never ask you to do this alone, and what's more, He won't let you."


Editor/Author Note: This serial is a trial run on 
my part. I’d love to get fellow amateur writers’ 
opinions on it as I experiment with the idea of 
completing this novel. Thank you! ~A




Friday, May 17, 2013

Lit Wick Gazette: April 2013

Welcome
IF you are a lad swallowing your sense of something-or-
’nother (I know not what to call it), and are reading this “girls’
gazette” upon recommendation of your sister or mother, allow
me to apologize, because it was I who brought it up. So: I’m
sorry. Kind of.
But, stay a moment. This month’s gazette is for everyone.
Our theme of the month is relevant to you, as it is to our
young lady readers, because while ladies must learn to
surrender some pride in submitting to the noble deeds of their
male friends, the male friends can benefit from a simple
reminder regarding their part in the bargain.
As a young woman, allow me to assure you that chivalry does
not, and never must, mean perfection. Such a definition must
inhibit it’s ever being so. Read these quotes and take a glance
at the story found on the last page. Find here a notice that
ladies do not want to marry Superman, nor are they waiting
for any immortalized notion of a Prince Charming or a Victor
in Shining Armor, merely a “Gallant warrior or gentleman.”
Chivalry is the acts of kindness, the true respect and honor, the
humility—the becoming, rather than being, like King of the
Universe.
So stick around for a few minutes and hear the views of
women on the ideal you ride towards so nobly. You may just
find it more worth striving for.

~Agatha Forsyth~

ps - regardless of what other guys might tell you, a touch of romance is 
really quite manly. 
Signed, 
Every Girl You’ll Ever Meet

~


Chivalry
the sum of the ideal qualifications of a knight,
including courtesy, generosity, and valor.
{Traits of} gallant warriors or gentlemen.

-Dictionary.com

~



Be courteous to the old maids, no matter how
poor and plain and prim, for the only chivalry
worth having is that which is the readiest to pay
deference to the old, protect the feeble, and
serve womankind, regardless of rank, age, or
color.

-Louisa May Alcott

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Some say that the age of chivalry is past, that
the spirit of romance is dead. The age of
chivalry is never past, so long as there is a
wrong left unredressed on earth.

-Charles Kingsley

~


Chivalry: It's the little boy that kisses my hand,
the young man who holds the door open for
me, and the old man who tips his hat to me.
None of it is a reflection of me, but a reflection
of them.

-Donna Lynn Hope

~


The Benefactor 
A serial by Aelsa Butler 

A young widow sees the hand of God providing for her through a mysterious friend. To read earlier entries, please visit our website.

One 

Just over a year had passed since Bryn's loss. Josie grew rapidly, becoming a pretty little girl, and it was with a sweet smile that she took a plate of sliced bananas from her mama's hands one chilly autumn morning. Bryn mustered a smile back, but turned away with a sigh. She'd never felt so alone for so long, and even little things like her own daughter gave her an achy sensation. Pain and uncertainty haunted Bryn every day, and the grieving that needed to be happening was not really there. Instead, as Bryn subconsciously knew, she wallowed in her fear and anger, not allowing others to speak into her personal healing, which had caused her sadness to stagnate, and Andrew's death still felt like yesterday's awful nightmare.

Returning to her seat at the computer center, Bryn sorted through the mail. Bill, bill, bill. Oh, here's a check or the freelance tax filing she did for an elderly woman at church earlier in the year. She'd forgotten to give Bryn the check, and when she recently found it, she made sure Bryn knew that her payment, though slow in coming, was on its way. But this uplifting piece of mail was followed by two more bills, one of which was a substantial emergency room charge incurred when Josie fainted for no apparent reason a few weeks ago. Bryn buried her face in her  hands , reminded that she had an appointment discussing some blood work to find out the reason behind the episode tomorrow. Shoving the stack of mail to one side, she determined to ignore it for now, and focus on something more uplifting. Josie still munched happily on her snack, so she
went to the living room and picked up a piece of handwork she started recently. Before Andrew died, she used to do cross stitch constantly, keeping her fingers and mind busy while at home alone. For many months after the incident, she didn't pick the craft back up, but because of a firm intention to make a piece for Josie to hang on her wall every year for her birthday, she decided to begin a new project. It was a very plain hanging, a sampler with numbers from one to ten, and a simple puppy chasing a bouncing ball, but Bryn  selected it because she wanted to teach Josie to count to ten over the next year, and thought the sweet, old-fashioned style of the piece would be a pretty way of hanging an education tool where the little girl would see it all the time. She reached over to the radio and switched it on, eased back into her seat, and began stitching. From the dining room, Josie chattered to herself, but craned her neck over the highchair tray to peer into the living room, watching as Bryn worked.

Bryn Meadows had many slightly old fashioned ways, but always been a very popular young woman. She had been homeschooled, but she never had any trouble for it. Growing up in Minnesota, she would drive from her home to the school in their rural community to pick up her best friend, and they would do
homework together, and Bryn would even participate in some of the school's events. Her long wavy dark hair and soft grey eyes stood out among many of her friends, stereotypical Minnesotans of Swedish and
Norwegian heritage with straight, thin blond hair and steely blue eyes. One such friend had a brother who enlisted in the marines right out of high school, and when Bryn accidentally connected with him
while at college, they fell head over heels in love. She married Marine Sgt. Andrew Meadows shortly thereafter, following him all over the country until his first overseas deployment, when he settled her into a
comfortable home nearby his extended family in Illinois.

The phone rang. Picking it up with a sigh, she said hello.
"Mrs. Meadows, this is the community hospital, reminding you of your appointment tomorrow morning with Dr. Eric Kinglet."

"What? Please explain why I can't see Dr. Gregg as usual." Bryn's customary physician was not a Dr. Kinglet.

"Dr. Gregg will meet you at your scheduled time, about ten, and glance over the results of your test, then he will hand you over to Dr. Kinglet."

Feeling her blood rising, Bryn sighed resignedly, but made it clear that this didn't sound familiar to her. "And I would think Dr. Gregg would tell me himself who he wants me to see."

"One would think a lot of things about Dr. Gregg, but this is what he gave me in the notes this morning."

Bryn hung up. " What ever," she mumbled, and returned to her work. Patience was not one of Bryn's strong
points since Andrew's death, and she knew it, which only irritated her further.Nothing went the way she wanted. If she had control over what happened, Andrew wouldn't be dead, but just wounded. Really, the bullet wouldn't have even hit him if Bryn could have had her way. Josie was having health issues, including
potential type two diabetes as well as whatever the new issue would turn out being. Now, her family physician had decided to shove her off on some other doctor, and there were stacks of bills that needed paying with a small amount of money available to pay them. This was breaking her will, and with a discouraged shake of her head, Bryn dropped it into her hands and sighed.

Editor/Author Note: This serial is a trial run on 
my part. I’d love to get fellow amateur writers’ 
opinions on it as I experiment with the idea of 
completing this novel. Thank you! ~A 




Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Lit Wick Gazette: March 2013

Oliver Wendell Holmes, Sr. (August 29, 1809 – October 7, 1894) 
was an American physician, poet, professor, lecturer, and author. 
Regarded by his peers as one of the best writers of the 19th century, 
he is considered a member of the Fireside Poets. His most famous 
prose works are the "Breakfast-Table" series, which began with The 
Autocrat of the Breakfast-Table (1858). He is also recognized as an 
important medical reformer. Born in Cambridge, Massachusetts, 
Holmes was educated at Phillips Academy and Harvard College. 
After graduating from Harvard in 1829, he briefly studied law 
before turning to the medical profession. He began writing poetry at 
an early age; one of his most famous works, "Old Ironsides", was 
published in 1830 and was influential in the eventual preservation of 
the USS Constitution. Following training at the prestigious medical 
schools of Paris, Holmes was granted his M.D. from Harvard 
Medical School in 1836. He taught at Dartmouth Medical School 
before returning to teach at Harvard and, for a time, served as dean 
there. During his long professorship, he became an advocate for 
various medical reforms and notably posited the controversial idea 
that doctors were capable of carrying puerperal fever from patient to 
patient. Holmes retired from Harvard in 1882 and continued writing 
poetry, novels and essays until his death in 1894. Surrounded by 
Boston's literary elite—which included friends such as Ralph Waldo 
Emerson, Henry Wadsworth Longfellow, and James Russell 
Lowell—Holmes made an indelible imprint on the literary world of 
the 19th century. 

~Georgianna Hawley~ 

~


Irish 
I am German, Irish 
Lithuanian, Swedish and Polish. 
But whenever St. Patrick’s Day 
comes, “I’m Irish” is what I say. 
The Irish live in Ireland, 
(not green land) 
The Irish have their leprechauns, 
I don’t believe in leprechauns. 
When it is March I like 
the color green which I usually dislike. 
On St. Patrick’s Day 
I wear green, not grey, 
I use green things, 
and eat green things. 
I use green pencils, 
and I eat green apples. 

~Charity Clothespin~



~


An Old Irish Blessing 

May the road rise to meet you, 
May the wind be always at your back. 
May the sun shine warm upon your face, 
The rains fall soft upon your fields. 
And until we meet again, 
May God hold you in the palm of his hand. 
May God be with you and bless you: 
May you see your children's children. 
May you be poor in misfortune, 
Rich in blessings. 
May you know nothing but happiness 
From this day forward. 
May the road rise up to meet you 
May the wind be always at your back 
May the warm rays of sun fall upon your home 
And may the hand of a friend always be near. 
May green be the grass you walk on, 
May blue be the skies above you, 
May pure be the joys that surround you, 
May true be the hearts that love you. 

~Isabel Delacruz~

~


The Benefactor 
A serial by Aelsa Butler 

A young widow sees the hand of God providing for her through a mysterious 
friend.

Prologue

When a soldier comes home from an assignment, he lands at his local 
airport anxious to rejoin his family. Once in the baggage claim, he might 
break into a jog, meeting his happy wife with a kiss, clasping his kids to his 
heart, or hugging a parent, and when he steps into his familiar house, he sees 
“Welcome Home” banners, and a clean, comforting smell fills his nose as 
he steps his combat boots back into the hub of his civilian life. 
Marine Sergeant Andrew Meadows’ home-going was of a very different 
kind. One hot afternoon, an enemy bullet penetrated their camp, hitting 
Meadows directly behind his right ear, killing him instantly. 
A month later, his young widow, Bryn, and his infant daughter, Josie, stood 
at his flag-draped casket on a wet autumn morning. Looking down with 
tears frozen just behind her eyelids, Bryn could only imagine how it felt to 
greet a returning soldier, and she reached out for her daughter, instinctively 
squeezing her as she felt her arms aching for that which she could never 
hold again. 
That soldier’s house had no banners that night, rather stacks of cards 
expressing sorrow. The place was not clean, and Bryn noticed with dismay 
the hundreds of wadded tissues strewn all over the floor. A bizarre 
potpourri of floral arrangements, cosmetic products, and dirty diapers 
scented the home, and Bryn shook her head as she cast a sidelong glance at 
the little girl whose head lay peacefully in sleep on her shoulder. 
With a sigh, Bryn trudged up a flight of stairs to her daughter’s room, and 
set the dozing burden down in the crib. As she looked down lovingly at the 
girl with tears filling her eyes, she murmured, “I don’t know how I’m going 
to get us through the next seventeen years, Josie. But if there’s one person 
I’ve got to be strong for, it’s you, Josie Meadows, and strong I’m going to 
be.” Then with a sudden wave of emotion, she sank to the carpeted floor, 
sobbing quietly as possible. 

Editor/Author Note: This serial is a trial run on my part. If you find 
something in my writing style that could use improvement or other mistakes, 
please feel free to send me an email through the Lit Wick Gazette email 
(litwickgazette @ gmail.com). I would love to hear your opinions as I 
perfect this story. You all are guinea pigs! ~A


Monday, February 11, 2013

Lit Wick Gazette: February 2013

Let nothing be done through selfish ambition or 
conceit, but in lowliness of mind let each 
esteem others better than himself.  
-Phillipians 2:3 

Find favor and high esteem in the sight of God 
and man. 
-Proverbs 3:4 

~Agatha Forsyth~

~


Etiquette
excerpts from Emily Post’s 1922 Edition of Etiquette 
On Introductions 

Even in New York’s most introductionless circles, people always 
introduce:  
        A small group of people who are to sit together anywhere.  
        Partners at dinner.  
        The guests at a house party.  
        Everyone at a small dinner or luncheon.  
        The four who are at the same bridge table. 
        Partners or fellow-players in any game. 
At a dance, when an invitation has been asked for a stranger, the 
friend who vouched for him should personally present him to the 
hostess. “Mrs. Worldly, this is Mr. Robinson, whom you said I 
might bring.” The hostess shakes hands and smiles and says: “I am 
very glad to see you, Mr. Robinson.” 
  A guest in a box at the opera always introduces any gentleman who 
comes to speak to her, to her hostess, unless the latter is engrossed in 
conversation with a visitor of her own, or unless other people block 
the distance between so that an introduction would be forced and 
awkward. 
  A newly arriving visitor in a lady’s drawing-room is not introduced 
to another who is taking leave. Nor is an animated conversation 
between two persons interrupted to introduce a third. Nor is any one 
ever led around a room and introduced right and left. 
  If two ladies or young girls are walking together and they meet a 
third who stops to speak to one of them, the other walks slowly on 
and does not stand awkwardly by and wait for an introduction. If the 
third is asked by the one she knows, to join them, the sauntering 
friend is overtaken and an introduction always made. The third, 
however, must not join them unless invited to do so. 

~The Editor~

~


That which we obtain too easily, 
we esteem too lightly.  

-Thomas Paine

~

Together
A short story by Allie Hawbaker

The camp fire shone brightly though it was beginning to wane. Karson Garrett gazed into it dejectedly, he sighed and looked at Mandy, his wife of a few days, sitting across from him. He thought back to their wedding day, everything about the ceremony and the reception was perfect, not a single problem, until they left the reception... 
*Leaf2r*


Karson looked at the gauges and in the mirror as the car began to vibrate oddly and wobble.  He slowly pulled over and got out to check. 

"What's the matter?" Mandy asked rolling down the window. 

"The back right tire is flat. I'll need to change it."

"Do you need any help?" she stepped out of the car and the wind began blowing her blonde ringlets.

"I don't think so."

"Do you know what you're doing?"

He didn't respond as he dug the jack out of the trunk. "No, I've never changed a tire before, how hard can it be?" He thought as he situated the jack under the car. He gave it one turn and felt a hand on his shoulder. He looked up at Mandy, she was shaking her head.

"I wouldn't put the jack there. You'll crack the plastic under there. Here, I'll show you where it should go."

"You know how to change a tire?" he stepped back and watched her carefully reposition the jack.

"My dad can fix anything, he taught me a few things." she smiled up at him. "I'll let you do the rest."

"Thanks," he laughed. He finished changing the tire while Mandy told him what to do.

*Leaf2r*


The fire began to smoke again so Karson poked at it with a long stick before adding more wood. He sat back down and his thoughts moved on to their arrival at the Islands.

*Leaf2r*


"Have you ever been kayaking before?" Mandy teased.

"Just because I never changed a tire doesn't mean that I can't do anything!" he laughed back. "I'll have you know that my dad and I went kayaking several times."

They stepped into the kayak without incident and began to paddle. They paddled and laughed and splashed each other until they decided to have lunch. They stopped on a pleasant looking, shady island and began to unload a few things.

"Those finches are coming very close," Mandy noticed. "They must not be afraid of us." Karson looked up and noticed that there were a lot of them. The birds suddenly began chirping angrily and swarming around them. 

"Mandy! Get back in the kayak!" he ordered trying to shelter her from the onslaught. They made it back but not without a few injuries. A bird had bit Karson's right hand and it was bleeding. Mandy cleaned and bandaged it carefully with the first aid kit, when she was done he moved to take the other paddle again. He winced as he pushed it through the water and switched hands, Mandy noticed this and was able to pick up where he left off and they went smoothly.

*Leaf2r*


"Karson, is something wrong?" Mandy asked seeing him brooding.

"I'm sorry that our honeymoon has been such a disaster Mandy. I was really hoping that it would turn out better." He answered lifting his head.

"You think that it has been a disaster?"

"Don't you?"

"No, the wait at the airport was a little tiring but I've had a great time," she smiled broadly and sat next to him. 

He put his arm around her and kissed her cheek. "What about the finches?"

"I thought that it was very romantic how you tried to shield me from them. You even have a badge to commemorate it by," she took his hand gently in hers.

"I caused us to tip the kayak about three times today."

"When my dad would take my sisters and I canoeing we would tip it on purpose for practice. I also love swimming."

"But..."

"Karson Garrett," she interrupted, "When I agreed to marry you I knew that it would be tough. No one is perfect and I've just been looking at our struggles today as lessons. We will have problems, but we have to pray and work through them together, just like we do to get back into a capsized kayak."

He held her close, "Thank you for reminding me."

"I love you Karson." She whispered.

"I love you too Mandy."

Copyright 2012 
Published by permission of the author. 
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blog at alliesliteraryattempts.wordpress.com 
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